Lonely Night

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna end this fight

i just wanna be in the arms of smile

even if it is just for a while

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna go on for a ride

even when tired wanna keep eyes wide

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna sit besides fire ends

holding cups of coffee with my true friends

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna sing a youthful song

the one which had come all way along

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna listen to some ones heart

wanna sit and sing till fate depart

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna tell my story

how i fought and won with glory

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna close my eyes

see the dreams where there are grey skies

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna drive to the night

and see all the things in dark light

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna keep up my virtues

and wanna swim deep through the blues

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wish i could hold on and fight

feeling so much lonely tonight

i just wanna end this fight

I Just Wanna Shine Out Loud

no matter what i do

the worst will spring

i just wanna shine out loud..........

try harder and harder in the deep dark room

to search a light ray that keeps me warm

the more i find the more is lost

but have faith in me that i will find my charm

no matter what i do

the worst will spring

i just wanna shine out loud..........

traveling the road was the gracious thing

the road seems to have no end

the more i walk the more it seems

one day i will reach the lost towns

no matter what i do

the worst will spring

i just wanna shine out loud..........

tired are the shoulders that weight nothing

carrying the badge of honesty

loosing hopes at every move

but will not ever ever fall down

no matter what i do

the worst will spring

i just wanna shine out loud..........

crawling up the mountains reaching the peak

but it seems that peak races me

it goes up high at every step

but i wont stop till i have raced ahead

no matter what i do

the worst will spring

i just wanna shine out loud..........

i found the ray of light in the dark room

i reached that lost ghost town

my shattered shoulders are still very strong

i made the mountain bowed down

the worst had spring

i didn't loose hope

and i just shined out loud..........

you may loose hope and go insane

just don't let your spirits die

at the end all will be worth waiting

just stare it into eye to eye

no matter what i do

the worst will spring

i just wanna shine out loud..........

Love Is Hateth

the true essence of love
tasted by the bitterness
hatred given by beloved
cried out by unfairness

from the depth of love
comes blazing flames
ashes turned to hate
with mind playing games

seeing through eyes
you just find the guilt
eyes don't see each others
broken trusts that pasts built

holding on forever eternity
letting it go was another view
how much to hold tell me that
i can only do it just for a few

happiness was the only thing i saw
sadness was following my path
now the smile makes me jealous
because i was burnt up in wrath

loving was too much to give
coming back was the last wish
no faults yet begged to forgive
feels waterless a swimming fish

i regret the things i failed to do
together we were departed, fateth
touching ashes from the well of fire
feels cozy as my love is hateth

Dread Rose

it was a bright & sunny day

while i was watching from the crowd

nothing could go wrong

and i saw a kid shouting out loud

i saw he was telling world that

i will go to her home and tell

i love you dear i love you

after he was through a certain hell

i saw his enthusiasm and found peace

but he had gone crazy and was mad

then what happened on the sunny day

made all of us very very sad

in his happiness a devil caught eye

he jumped around while a bus run by

i felt that girl would never know

his feelings could never show

i learned on this bright day a lesson

a kid died teaching my soul

i am grateful and deep in misery

as now i cant hear him howl

you have to say it to you

what is it that makes me "ME"

i have to do it for thy

as this is what ought to be

this is the moment do it now

do not delay and kneel your eye

pluck your rose today dear as

tomorrow it will loose its fragrance and die

Accident

seating on the seat, i drove my ride
flirting the road i just went all side


the heat of the engine was touching my feet
thrust and the rumble that ran through my seat


i just went wild on the road and then
my moms words came to my head again


i knew she would be waiting for me at the door
so i slowed down and didn't hit the floor


she told me nice things to drive safe & slow
i used to see her fear so i gave her a bow


there came a cross road down ahead
the next thing i see is i am in a white bed


too bad that guys mom didn't tell him to go slow
he learned it hard way by hitting me a blow


now i ask my mom what was my fault
why the hell i had to be assault


my legs are gone and are gone for sure
no biking now that was my pleasure pure


i got hit by a car but i am happy in the bed
coz i ain't the reason behind some ones else's dread


i hope now his mommy tells him to drive slow at the bent
coz he almost took my mom's angel in that accident




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please drive carefully... you might ruin some one's life for just a moment of fun


dedicated to a good friend of mine who nearly lost his life in a dreadful accident
Arpit Patel & Shrey Patel

Don't Know What

today is the day i let you go
but don't you know why
i just wanted to see you happy
even if i had to cry


that ghost came in the way
i tried to hold your hand
he lured you away from me
please don't make that an end




i always loved you

god knows that

you need to believe it

cos this is the true fact



i just went away from you

it was just for a while

but started hating me

and stopped giving me smile


please don't hate me

it wasn't my fault

i fought but lost

don't bring my love to halt



but you still hate me

can't even look into my eyes

remember all those promises

where we were birds free in skies


but now i feel i hate you

cause you have just cheated
you are still very happy
but my heart bleeded


i don't know what to do
i don't know where to go
the world looks hell now
and time goes very slow


i don't wanna beg
please understand me
we are for each other
i don't know why cant u see


i don't know whats gonna happen now
i hear sound in the water
in the room of dark i see shadows
my breathe is getting shorter


i cant live without you
it is very much true
all i had one dream
and that was to be just with you

Winds Gone Wild

walking down the road, the winds blowing by
thou it seems very scary, i feel its telling me hi

all the dusts that are whirling are going through my lung
seeing the dust i remember all the bees that stung

walking down the road, waiting for a bus going down
today i feel as winds have blown away my crown

the dongs in the temples are rattling like a hell
i won't open the doors even if u ring on the bell

on the top of the terrace i see a young child
looking firm at sky, he is yelling the winds gone wild

the plastic bag that is waving round up in the air
lighting up my dunhill, but there ain't gonna be flare

i don't know what to do there is no bus going down
i just wanna go away from this creepy ghost town

the flowers romancing and fragrances are mild
i don't know today why, the winds gone wild

few rain drops smothering on my face
i just wish right now, this time wouldn't race

and saw the birds hiding behind that tree
how lucky they are, just eat and fly free

peacocks dancing on that roof, opening their shawl
i know one day will come when i will perform in a hall

till that day comes, enjoy the world like a child
i am calm today even if the winds gone wild

Trust

keeping trust is our choice

breaking it is theirs

when it breaks harshly

nothing left for spares

trying it to keep it,

but gets break  is fate

lets start over again

it is never too late

greater as god

it is like a bridge

connecting million hearts

keeping self prestige

critical like a glass

no need of jacks

slightly ill treated

forever are cracks

u fell down i know

i tried hard god knows

but fate is the king

boiling water in form of snows

i tried to hold

u let it go

i lost precious thing

what a huge blow

i am tired of holding

the feelings got rust

worst scenario now

i have got no lust

u went away sad

my heart got thrust

u believe it or not

i didn't break your trust

That's My Gal

she`s the gal that makes me smile

takes my breathe away for a while

i keep on looking at her like a jerk

but that look of her gives me perk

i could talk to some one in a rave

being with her is my novel crave

i know she is something, I've gotta class

smooth are her hair like dews on the grass

i could wake up in the morning so early

to see those black locks shining curly

her eyes i can see in the deepest mist

she is the last girl on my lingering list

intent to hold her palm and dance

under the lusty full moon lighted romance

her hug is just like a wing of dove

that's my gal, she is my love

Fed Up

I m fed up

I m fed up

I m fed up

I m fed up

I m fed up

of all those who stab on my back

I m fed up

of the streets that need track

I m fed up

of the love that is gone

I m fed up

of me for feelings not shown

I m fed up

of feeling unsatisfied

I m fed up

of kneeling down to triad

I m fed up

of the friends who don't help me

I m fed up

of people who love hating me

I m fed up

of family who is not even mine

I m fed up

of seeing the stupid sunshine

I m fed up

of my own anger and grief

I m fed up

of all those memories of disbelief

I m fed up

of seeing my sad face

I m fed up

of always loosing the race

I m fed up

of being always strong

I m fed up

of always being proved to be wrong

I m fed up

of this world, i wanna die

just some one comes to me

and loves, even if its a lie

I m fed up

of the world laughing at me

I m fed up

of people asking who is she

I m fed up

of hunting my own dreams

I m fed up

of waking up with screams

I m fed up

of sitting idly in chair

I m fed up

of the pain that i have to bear

I m fed up

of being nice and good

I m fed up

of always not being in mood

I m fed up

of all the blood on my head

I m fed up

of being good instead of bad

I m fed up

of being the light in the dark

I m fed up

of people who are killing the shark

I m fed up

I m fed up

I m fed up

I m fed up

I m fed up

of falling down in the well

I m fed up

who say all will end in well

I m fed up

of living in grief and remorse

now the world will see

the darkest cruelest horse

Sweet Love

sweet 16
sorrows in dust bin
beer in a tin
knowledge keen

merry go round
promises bound
heart beat sound
falling on ground

dirty seed
beats that bleed
love is need
but beg indeed

things were new
flowered dew
moments are few
i didn't cheat you

hazy grass
broken glass
out of class
she left alas!

eyes teared
souls feared
mind uncleared
death neared

come back please
remember the kiss
don't do this
god knows, i miss

you were the one
the only one
shine of the sun
u made me burn

see your life's file
and for a while
i need you to
just make me smile