Apology

this desire that bleeds through harsh words unspoken
wishing you kindness giving grief as gift to the undeserved

harsh my words come to mouth due to flooding thoughts
loosing calm now and then hurting his own heart

will work through the time to make things better
your hatred is gift to me giving me pain through eyes

my friend is upset cos i cant see clear
dust in my eyes will go and hope i have not fallen in pit

if i have hurt my soul bears the pain
for a friend like you hard to gain

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u felt bad then sorry

O Dear My Love

o dear my love
please walk to me
i need you so much that my heart can stop without your touch

this days so lonely making me cry
not for the pain u caused
but for the loneliness endured

those hands that cared for me once
why do they stab my heart at each beat
will come to the end soon if we don't meet

my love for you is endured daily
god seems busy for others to be satisfied
i just wish the mistakes can be rectified

wish me o my love the dense happiness
or shall i whither away in eternity to see you
come back like a star broken just for a glance or view

my depth you never saw just splashed on the top
giving desires deep below a burn in the ocean
this is gods world, forgiveness is the best recreation


o dear my love
please walk to me
i need you so much that my heart can stop without your touch

see that you stay happy that what matters
like a bird holding wings of its other half beloved
escaping the fury of hatred feelings deeply showed

my heart ink and a paper is what need to be together
the world will witness the thousand faces
living lives that flourishing all the races

see the sun shining without moon
no one sees him even if he rules the earth
see his moon, calm and shining, smiles taketh birth

meet you in another world with dense curse
hoping it all ends and our souls unite
please don't give up that time and keep the fight

i am sad not for u are gone
but sad as today may love is hated
for you and me, only few moments were fated

o dear my love
please walk to me
i need you so much that my heart can stop without your touch
o dear my love
o dear my love

Beautyful world

green lavish grass

your steps are small

covering the earth

giving joy to all

blue oceans wet

shining under sun

giving pleasures to divers

and they have lots of fun

just live this life on this beautiful world

chasing the wind like a child running for ball

dream so high you will never die

just live this moment be adoring to all

brown dust that fly

run through my eyes

filling my face

hiding the blue skies

flowers fragrance flawlessly

bees churn their food

pick one and smell today

it will change your sad mood

just live this life on this beautiful world

chasing the wind like a child running for ball

dream so high you will never die

just live this moment be adoring to all

prick thy thorns

let the pain flow

just within a trice

it will surely go

learn to endure

the pain of bosom

just be with them

and life's awesome

just live this life on this beautiful world

chasing the wind like a child running for ball

dream so high you will never die

just live this moment be adoring to all

burning sun

loving the moon

running from her

hope they do meet soon

shining moon

luring me to night

sparkling stars

giving hope of light

just live this life on this beautiful world

chasing the wind like a child running for ball

dream so high you will never die

just live this moment be adoring to all

the heart that beats

through an endless time

it beats for you to love

just dance on its rhyme

the feet that taps

to the music blows

feel the breeze

see how the change flows

just live this life on this beautiful world

chasing the wind like a child running for ball

dream so high you will never die

just live this moment be adoring to all

just live this life on this beautiful world

chasing the wind like a child running for ball

dream so high you will never die

just live this moment be adoring to all

King

those thousands words

those thousand tears

there is nothing now

that make me fears

i am a legend in the seas

diving up to catch the bird

the ocean follows me

even if i am absurd

the death defines me

walking with fountain of life

living each and every moment

piercing the fate through my knife

this hands that i hold

they cut my through my nails

i feel like a bomb

that when blows wipes the trails

seeing from the window

i see the birds are flying

but deep within my thoughts

i know my heart is dying

the legacy will stay

they will always sing

how hard the road be

i am still the king

the kingdom rises and falls

the kings smiles and cries

the name will rule for ever

failing to kill him yet all tries

the thing is that he will stay

the words that fire up the stage

those enemies of misery will die

as nothing escapes the king's rage

all in one is just for love

feelings that transpires peace

the trees that blossoms in this gardens

the suns heat also cease

Nothing

in the night, i see darkness screaming
holding me back to sleep in its arms
trying to glow with the stars
and i am flying when i am dreaming


in the moonlight, the breeze is flowing
pushing me away to the depth of desire
grudging on the sun that burns the fire
but i am standing tall like a lamp that's glowing


below the stars, the sun is staring
giving birth to shadows who sit and dance
waiting for their death in dark
but the way they look is very scaring


the god have come down, earth shivering
people loose faith and go crazy
in the stand of love they go wild
but i keep my pride, tired my legs are enduring


my fists are tight, fingers are strong
trying to snatch the will of my arms
fate is i write on my palms and dance
i will survive and i will you wrong


the feet that dance, to the rhyme of heart
laying each step and making history
the musics good and i feel the heat
claps that defy my art, thy dance on the cart

Friend

sweet touch your soft hands

feeling heaven meeting ends

gorgeous are the silk above your head

can make any one good no matter how bad

thinking about you feels peace like water

nothing to your hug is more hotter

lying on the sand seeing the moon

being with you is such a boon

i don't ask much from you

nothing to search for a clue

world changes with every trend

but be with me as a deep friend

Pyaar

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

jo pyar kare aur hum ho befikar

yeh pyaar na hoga kum

yeh pyar na hoga kum

jab sath hai hum dum

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

jo pyar kare aur hum ho befikar

teri yaad satati hai mujko

teri yaad satati hai mujko

yeh dil ab sirf dena hai tujko

meri saase chale o mere hamsafar

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

jo pyar kare aur hum ho befikar

teri zulfe me ulja rahu mein

aur baaton me khoya rahu mein

nind me bhi tu aaye

aur mujko yuh sataye

dil ki awaj soon meri meri ruh se

aur khiljaye hum teri khusboo se

tu bas de de  mujko tere jivan ka  sath

hum chale akhir tak liye hatho mein hath

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

jo pyaar kare aur hum ho befikar

yeh pyaar na hoga kum

yeh pyar na hoga kum

jab sath hai hum dum

tu hi meri dhadkan

tu hi mera junoon

pyar ki lakire likhu

me beh do yeh khoon

aur pyar karu tuje aise

radha ka sang krishna ke jaise

teri aankho ki nami 6u jaye

dil ki pyaas tu pyar se bujaye

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

jo pyar kare aur hum ho befikar

is dil ko chahiye koi hamsafar

jo pyar kare aur hum ho befikar

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dedicated to all the ladies who might ever fall in love with any one

and to all the gentleman who truly want that whole world sees her the way he always does

Words From A Dying Heart

some one is always there

pain he must always bear

true things are nice and round

at the end you must go into the ground

dreams never come true

in sleep they just grew

my love was hated by my god

why punish me for the gift from thy lord

whatever i asked god, he took it down

i just cried my heart, in my tears i only drown

his ways are different, but i want my gift

tired of climbing stairs now just give me a lift

dreams i am chasing and they are going wild

dancing on the floor of ashes is a lonely afraid child

just come to me now, i can't bear the lone

i know u know that to be with you i am prone

you will never know what i see in you

all i tell is very pure and very true

i know you will fade away with time

sufferings i eat daily paying for your crime

maybe this is what people call fate

but no matter, i will always wait

My Me in Me

the world saw one who was a king

no one knew how his destiny swing

inside his character he was not a beggar

but time killed him with its own dagger

to reach the top he bathed in blood

drank a glass full of family blood

everyone saw a smile and no fears

deep inside his heart full of tears

not independent he always had to borrow

none could see his eyes filled with sorrow

everyone showed care not of love but for fame

he got shattered, all fulfilled their aim

no one cared everyday if he breathe

all wanted him to die a dirty death

all the person he loved had left and gone

he prayed to god not again he was born

all said to him "You're Mine !!! You're Mine!!!"

on his mistakes none said "Dear, Its fine!!!"

i know that person he'll always hide

to live with fear yet to keep his pride

the only thing that had sprung with dangers

his mind now filled with hatred for known strangers

the day his fury blows his mind will bend

i know that day will come and even he will end

Some Thoughts

those eyes that seek, the thirst of love
seeing though them, making my heart beat fast


holding those deep breathe down, wanting for more
leaving the air behind, that is cold as fallen snow


driving through the nights, cheers on my face
holding a trophy of victory, with a smiling gaze


things that always threw me down, i fell so hard
breaking my back, yet stood to solve the maze


hold my hands put your palms on my shoulders
i wont promise eternity but you wont ask more


i will write my own destiny,you be a part of it
my jump will make you touch the sky, enjoy every bit


the cold wind that makes you, shiver through the night
the night is beautiful and long, with diamonds in the sky


the sun will rise, and the black beauty dies
but kills the cold, giving warmth to your eyes


tired in the morning, mirror shows my face
i see eye to eye, this world, i own this place


the morning wakes me up, shattering all my dreams
i am happy for that, i ll live them and scream


just one desire burns, your faith never dies
i just want all of them, to see you through my eyes

Deep Thought

Of all the things that matter to us, there comes a time when we have to let go them sooner or later. Holding them for the time more than needed, makes it like a person denied justice forever. To reach where you have dreamed of, you always have to pay the price, even if you cannot afford it. People say truth is something that remains forever, but then we need no truth, all we need is peace within, that blossoms the mind like lotus in mud.

A dream that person lives his life feels happy, but his eyes is open so he cannot see the dream he is alive in. All have to and must march towards dreams, be it good or bad or whatever. In the quest of those dreams you may have to sacrifice your sleep. Living a dream is then understood only when we wake up. Even if we are alive we come to know that it was a dream. Even if we live our dream we come to know after its shattered that we had lived our dream and we just waked up.

Love your dreams so faithfully that they are forced to be alive...