I Wish You Could Be Happy

what is it that still carries me to her
wishes that birth to see a smile of fur

having just the memories growing old
on my mistakes i want you still to scold

those winks at me are coming back so cunningly
those games of eyes are playing hard surprisingly

those looking around back to see me if i am still there
but you just walked away and that pain i couldn't bear

please come to me of my life so sweet and true
those memories are filled of me always caring for you

never did i say what i liked just lived your way how you lived your life
why this sadness in your heart like threads chopped of by a knife
this time will go and we will be so lonely again
let this not happen and be together again

o dear please through the eyes of mine
dont just walk away
and let the go this beautiful shine
hoooo oooooooo hooooooo ooooooo oo oooooooooooooo

just be happy
that is my wish
and i can let you go
but then what will i do after letting you go............

i wont love any new girl
its just you and me now
la la la la la laaaaaaa la

Mixed Feelings

seeing you go through the lonely lane make my heart go sad
lets just forget the ill time we spend and cherish the fun we had

those eyes that cared for a thousand moments are now so lame
these time is so much hurting me within we don't need to blame

those hands and feet that tumbled on the grass are empty tonight
seeing the moon alone in the dark sky i feel why do we fight

इस रात में जैसे दिया जले वैसे जलता है मन

तुजे जाने का दर्द है  तो क्यों जलती है  इस  प्यार की लगन

ढूंडा तुजे  पूरी दुनिया से मैंने रूठ के आया
टूटे दिल के  पत्थर को सिमट कर घर में  लाया

जब मिला तू मुझे फिर से  हस्ते खिल खिलते
भूल चुके थे हम वोह हर मुलाकाते

અંધારું થયું રાત્રે અને જોયો મેં આકાશ

રાત ના અંધકાર માં નતો દેખાતો મારો પ્રકાશ

જે દુનિયા થી હારી ને અપડે જુદા થયા
તે દુનિયા  ની ઉપર આવાનું કેમ ભૂલ્યા

ચાલતો જૈસ હું આ રસ્તે, એકલો જીતીસ હું  આખું સંસાર 
જુકાવી હતી નઝર મારી પણ હવે ઉભરશે મારો  અહંકાર

તું હતી  મારી સૌથી મોટી જીત, અને  બની તુજ મારી  હાર
આજે આ  મગજ ને  ચીરવા બેસ્યા ૬એ બધા લઈને તલવાર

હર હવે  હું  નૈ માનું ક્યારેય, મારોજ સ્વાર્થ રેસે આગળ
સરવા શ્રેષ્ઠ બનીશ, ઉપર  ઉઠીશ , ભલે રાઈ જાય દુનિયા પાછળ -------------------------------------dedicated to a friend of mine

Seconds Seems Like Hour

dreams turn to nightmares or blossom like flowers

a time comes when a single second seems like hours

make sure you don't loose that lust within your heart

and all your dreams will be just like a game of dart

you were born in a way that way might be right

if you do not feel so then stand up and fight

right or wrong is always a mess in the bloody head

no matter what never regret while you lie in a bed

this time is yours no one can steal

keep moving on, the pain will heal

never be arrogant to the one who always loves you

but do not fall for that person, it messes your virtue

success is the only thing that matters at the end

you get only your knowledge as your true friend

love all and show your care in your eyes

make sure they don't reveal the true lies

never be afraid no matter what may come

moments of glory well they just come for some

you are a king or a beggar you decide today

wanna sleep on silk & cotton or lay on the hay

may be it your end at a time but always come back

even if all goes away there is always something in the sack

never let your shoulders down never let your aim

play smart and hard if you really wanna win the game

cheat if you have to fulfill your dreams

because only that will fill you with joy and screams

Decision Thoughts

Sometimes you do things in so much rage, that you forget what you ever intended to do. Such decisions always haunts an innocent heart forever. The grief that takes birth over there is so much strong that it kills all the goodness and spirits within. Then later a time comes when you realize it that what you had done was something you never deserved to do nor all those people affected by the decision you took.

           The pain weighs so much that your head goes down underneath its burden. The head that once held high trying to do things that were right for all will sulk down as after letting people go their right way you are left alone at those cross roads and what you see is that no one is there for you.

           No matter what happens, always do what your heart feels right. Never take a decision from fear, rage, frustration or false information given by others, as it will always make sure that at the end its you who is suffocating within...

What Was My Fault

helping two friends get in love, i know its not a crime
how come for the good i get a slap from the time


loved was her feeling i was true from my heart
why all played with it like a game of throwing dart


never did i made woe to break their strings
just wanted the best like flowers in springs


ready was thy heart to let her go in peace
why she turned back and told hold me please


i made a promise i couldn't break it any how
i didn't cheated any one i respected all with a bow


god made her mine why should i let her go
to make her feel safe i took the hardest blow


he made me his enemy i could feel his grief
but i supported him tried to vanish disbelief


he made it too late he harassed her along
crying she came to me i sang her our song


she wanted him to get hurt bad
i stopped her saying see he is sad


then came a day when she left me bleeding
that blood was for her she was just kidding


this is the punishment i got for helping my friends
all the roses that were beautiful are now turned to sands


what was my fault here i wanted to love my loved
fought all battles odd ,i lost at last, my heart is shoved


wanted just that some one stood my side
they would call her and my tears would hide