A strong love

While you were holding her hands
I was sitting and seeing her smile,
While you were making her laugh all the time
I just wished I was you for that while.

I knew I had so much love
But I was scared to let it break on her face,
When she played around a bit with you
I knew I was just out of the race.

She never gave me that chance
To let me say some thing to her nice,
You came along and and you took her away,
My heart was cut into a slice.

While you were cheating on her
I was there to just talk as a friend,
I couldn't help her out
But I knew I was gonna hold her till end.

I knew I was such a jerk
To let her go in that way,
I just told her that I loved her so much,
She chucked me off for the rest of the day.

You came back with a smile
And she never wanted to see you face again,
I promised myself one thing
I'd kill you if she ever cried again.

You made one mistake that day
A tear rolled out of her eye,
I knew she was hurt cause you cheated on her
I just told her you were a lie.

Today you fight with me
Just because she is with me on a seat,
But a tear that rolled out of her eye
Was enough for my sweet heart beat.

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I don't know i just heard my friend missing his love. I knew how much he had loved her, cared for her but she was in love with some one else, who was cheating on her. He stood there by his love and I am glad they are together. 

A True Wish

A wish is there, A wish to dream
As the wish fulfills, A wish dreams



Now I know the wrong wish I had,
Is the wish i should had never made

But the wish came true, laughing on me
Killing those dreams, that alive had to be

But they are dreams, that will live here
And the wrong wish be dead in future near


As the dream comes alive it lives a life
Be it true or a lie it sustains its knife


Be it wrong or right but the dream takes sleep
It makes other wishes change and a promise it keep


I know now that a wrong wish can eat your dream
Nightmares that comes and horrors that made me scream


But the nightmares are over as the wish changed my life
While I struggled to breathe out the wish I had before a new life


As a wish is there, a new wish to suffice
while I dream, the new dream comes to life


And thats what matters as a wish kills,
As the wish that my hated heart fills


Now I know this wrong wish I had
But am happy as It got true and not sad


The wish now I have is so true
I am happy that even it will come true....   :D
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Only those who know me will know this....

Dream and Life

while walking on the path of fire
there is a gas of flaming desire

while you see the place where you belong
trying crawling to reach there yet all is wrong

falling again and you get up after every fall you take
pain and frustration you bear for your pride's sake

the road that lead to satisfaction and you feel is must
you know that tear that crawled through your chick was just

that wait to reach the destination and feeling complete
just like walking on the wet grass on empty feet

while still awaiting the light that the sun throws
your patience is much cold and harder it grows

this is the dedication you feed to your dreams
you smile even when your heart cries and screams

yet you never let any one know the value of the wait
cos your dream and your life both you risk it as bait

a girl

i see a girl
she is walking with me

with me i am to be with her
and i am to be of her

now the road so long
i don't care any more
my heart so pure
till its deepest core

now i know you love
the guy of your dreams
please be with me
through the water streams

you like a butterfly
sitting idle like a statue
you hover over me
but when i try to catch you

you just run over me
so what shall i do
to see you fluttering around
been so long hearing your sound

so late in night
we always chat
sitting like lazy
not burning fat

but in the garden of my heart
i chase you down
in the hinges of flowers
where you dance around

not a glance of beauty
surpasses you
through my eyes you see
its only you

a fight

while walking on the road i see a girl working
and i see her through her eyes she is a smile
while i just walk past by her in a while

and the truth that touches me the boss that shout
and tells her to do something that her work ain't about

she cries on her desk and tears down her eyes
i just feel sorry for her while she sits and cries

and again with a bang she is back to work
ignoring just that filthy little jerk

she is strong and tough and ready to fight
even with a matchstick the candles she'd light

that jerko comes tryin to hit her on the cheeks
and now some how my anger just leaks

but before i could just reach his hand
the girl got slapped and it got end

now it must been enough for her to bare any pain
she just throws off the books and slaps his brain

i see a tigress in the form of a strong lady
just like singing a song like slim shady

her fight is hard and she wins with a whip
i clap my hand and respect is what she keep

i know now that the world ain't at peace
but the frustration and anger sometimes must release

forget the way you work and your individuality
think of the society's sick and rotten morality

and she leaves the place now with the thing
one's called dignity and that's what always sings

The place

A place
Chosen for me by the gods to stay
I never liked it
I just decided to run away


Falling hard
Chose a path wandering feeling lost
I never panicked
My tears dry was the cost


A Hell
I reached in a quest to make my paradise
I fight hard
With a smile I just keep moving on the knifed ice


The journey
Grief and sorrow at the back of bones
Yet I move
Making the path of glory from broken stones


The Heaven
I finally reach and meet my maker smiling and content
This are the words he recite
Your meaning of life I give you, happiness for you I always meant


The thought
Of hatred and pride and sadness and grief
Was now shattered
Born with love again and a strong belief


I reached
The place which I had chosen to be
Walked through a wreck
Realizing what powers have gifted in me


My Strength
I realize in the abyss within where I fall
Yet alive
And there I am out from the abyss, standing tall

My Last Breathe

Just one beat to tell your love
And I am alone over here
Seeing those last air breathe out of my lungs
I feel the love for You


I do not know if she ll hear me
whilst she is walking away
It ain't that she hates me but the fear
Makes me weak for You


I feel the breathe of kiss
but you ain't there now
what do I do without the beats that pulled me
Guess I ll be looking for You


Its the last breathe as inhale
the last air that would exhale
Seeing me in your arms forever till the last breath
Was the promise I made You


Now I am going to a place
Where you won't be there
I can't come back now even f you ask so madly
That is the gift I give You


With the last beat to go
I feel alive even though
I know you're not here for me and away so far
I have my heart for You


I am alone tonight waiting
Wishing you would know
That its my last breathe that I am taking right now
And all I think is just You

Battles of Heart

Once the heart that stood so strong
Been tired of the battles fought so long
Arriving the point where the limits end to grow
Whilst the heart has still a will to shine and glow


A point where the fear exists to die
A point where courage stays so shy
The wilderness to explore the unknown
To fill up the lights so the ignorant is shown


Away I am seeking a peace in a war
Away so far to return there is no door
Yet the walk to explore the mysteries and myths
To see what is right and what is it that fits


The battles so hard I've been tarnished I wish to rise
From the ash to an idol where there is no compromise
The beats of the heart reminds me of my life
Even when veins were chopped with a razor sharp knife


Yet the battle I fight still exists to be in the breathe
The moral code of indecency is now a weapon of threat
Just like a moth reaching a light always tries
From the fallen grave I shall again rise...

Sparking The Flame

As he came walking along the path he chose
From the dust to the sky a burning flame arose


He did wish to burn down the dark green forest
To put upon the nature's fighting skills at test


Rising from a small spark
Allowing not to be burned
He though pushed it so hard
All the stones he had churned


The flame arose and died with a breeze
To seek the life of the lands
But when determination is in the mind
What could stop those hands


Thus the rise of the flame that went up to the sky
All started to turn to ash in a blink of an eye


The ash that flew from the ground and sat on the man's face
He lost his sight and ran a lot but the flames didn't quit the chase


The fire rose from a single spark
Yet it was driven by rage
With the shock of turning a heaven to hell
Now the devil became the sage


A single spark that would resist
Had fallen down on the forest
The flames that were not to be born
Now play upon his behest


The man turned blind but now scared he had to run
Now everything tried killing him which he thought was fun


Before lightning the match for a spark do always make sure
When the flame wraps up your body thy satisfaction be pure

With His Light The Path I Chose

in the morning the sun rose

with his light the path i chose

to reach a place so nice

where i have become wise

the light is there to give me view

the world, i am ready to challenge you

the storm has come to meet my face

i ran faster than winds and wont he race

the floods that came to wash me on the bank

i sailed in it with my ship and i never sank

the earthquake came took away the ground

but i decided that i won't go down

the will to win and see the dawn

thats the reason why we all are born

the darkest night will come and go

and a man's courage will always show

and again when the sun rose

with his light the path i chose